Burning down the house

The music is still there. The sounds that shaped my early life, like sharp needles pricking my teenage skin, embedding themselves deep in my veins. I adored it. The riffs, the lyrics, the goddamn poetry of it all. The raw, uncut power of Boomer music was a truth I couldn’t deny. Clapton, Joni, Bowie—these people spoke to something primal. They set the atmosphere for everything, an invisible soundtrack that lingered through every misstep and victory. But over time, I started noticing something that left a sour taste in my mouth, like bad acid creeping into the mix.

It’s the people behind it. The musicians—the heroes of a generation—and their fans, these unwavering soldiers of nostalgia. They’ve stretched the limits of what I thought narcissism could be, to the point where it feels like some of them are on the verge of a complete psychotic break. Narcissistic schizophrenia, that’s what it is—where the self is all that matters, even if it’s fractured and disintegrating. Their stories, their triumphs, their petty struggles, all rehashed ad nauseam as if they’re somehow the axis on which the entire cultural world spins.

When I was a kid, when I was just a naïve teen, I’d sit there, nodding along, enraptured by these stories. The tour buses, the drugs, the groupies, the albums they cut in hotel rooms while the world watched. It was intoxicating. And why wouldn’t it be? The Boomers built a mythology out of themselves. They became gods of their own creation.

But now, I can’t stand it. I’m older, and the rose-colored glasses have long since shattered. What used to be compelling tales of a bygone era now feel like desperate playlists, forever on repeat, begging—pleading—for attention. It’s like they can’t fathom a world where someone else might get a turn. Like they’d rather sink the ship than let someone else captain it. Every acknowledgment they crave comes at a price, and we—the Xers, the Zoomers—are footing the bill.

In the meantime, while they were out there, wrinkled hands grasping at the last ray of sunshine to catch their sorry asses, they did what anyone in their position might do when desperation sets in. They started using everything around them for fuel. They took the furniture—every chair, table, and goddamn coffee mug—and threw it into the fire just to keep the flame alive a little longer. But that wasn’t enough, no. Soon, the walls came down. They dismantled the entire house, beam by beam, plank by plank. Every bit of it, tossed into the blaze like it didn’t matter, like they weren’t destroying the very structure that gave them shelter for so long.

But that’s the thing with people who can’t let go—they’d rather burn the whole thing to the ground than let someone else live in it. They don’t care who it belonged to before or who it might belong to after. In their minds, the house was always theirs. Always.

And the fire—they’re so damn proud of that fire. You can see it in their eyes. They’ll sit there, warming their hands, oblivious to the fact that the whole place is collapsing around them, acting like they’re doing us all a favor by keeping the embers going. They talk about how they “built this house” from the ground up, how without them, there’d be nothing. And maybe, once upon a time, that was true. But it’s not anymore.

Now, the flames aren’t warm. They’re choking. The smoke’s thick, suffocating, and it’s making it impossible for anyone else to breathe. The Xers and the Zoomers—hell, anyone who didn’t get in on the ground floor—we’re standing outside, watching this slow-motion disaster unfold. Watching them torch the place just to keep their fragile sense of importance alive.

They talk about legacies. But what kind of legacy is this? What good is a legacy if all it does is destroy what comes after it? If they’ve left nothing but ashes for us to sift through? They’re too far gone to see it. Narcissism has a way of blinding you to reality. When the only thing you care about is your reflection, you stop noticing the world around you. You stop noticing that the reflection’s starting to crack.

And we—those who came after, the inheritors of this mess—we’re left with a choice. Do we try to rebuild from the ashes, salvage what’s left? Or do we walk away, leave the ruins behind, and build something new, something they never even considered? Either way, they’ll keep stoking the fire, burning through everything they can find, convinced they’re the only ones keeping the flame alive.